Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Don't be fooled, he always looks like this, however his world has changed drastically over the last 3 months and it makes me wonder sometimes if he just might be a little sad on the inside. He has done a great job adjusting to the change. He has been sweet and gentle and laid back. He is not quite sure what to think of the little man yet, but I am sure one day they will be great playmates. (hopefully) Although Toby and I are a little distant these days as much of my attention is aimed elsewhere, we still share some great moments.

Toby and I pass in the middle of every night as I walk through the living room to feed a crying baby. It is at that moment where I have never felt more connected to the emotions and ideas of my 4 year old dog. It is at that moment, in the dark of night, with sleepy eyes, when Toby and I share a short but meaningful conversation. Toby lifts his head off his dog bed, turns and stares at me. I look at him prying my eyes open just enough to not run into the wall and to not miss out on this shared sentiment. With crying in the background, a dim lit room, and the clock glowing 2:00 am, we exchange these unspoken words....

Me: seriously!
Toby: Wow!
Me: tell me about it

Luv ya Tobes, thanks for being so understanding...hehe

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Lets Face It...

some days you just feel like this!!!

Words just don't do it justice. So, as they say, a picture is worth a thousand.

some days I just feel a little like this picture. On days when I don't feel like this picture, looking at this picture makes me laugh. So, today, I am laughing. Who knows if I will be laughing tomorrow, but today I am and for that I am thankful...hehe. :-)